‘Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU… The one who turns to his friends and says, “thats her”….
Me and you, we went through a lot together, and it seems silly to give up now.
After all the tears and the smiles, the laughter and the yelling, what we had was pretty special. I know that I’m not the easiest person to be with. Yes, I lose faith sometimes, I’m stubborn, I’m emotional, and I put up a wall around me, but that’s only because it’s what I’ve become accustomed to. And I guess I have to say I’m sorry for not giving you everything I had. You gave me everything and all you asked for was the same in return, but of course I didn’t deliver. Now I’m slipping through your fingers and regretting everything I did. Truth is, I was scared. I knew I was falling for you and I had to stop myself because you weren’t like anyone else I’d ever met before; you were actually capable of hurting me. So, instead of taking that leap of faith and letting myself fall, I ran. Now I desperately wish that I could go back.
I know things are going to be different now. You’re probably the one losing faith and putting up walls, and I completely understand that. All I want is one more chance. I want to say the things I never got to say, do the things I never got to do, and show you the things I never got to show you. All I’m asking is that you don’t give up on me just yet. Even though it’s hard for you to keep a grasp on you and I. I’m asking you, begging you, to pretty, pretty please hold on.