Empty
It’s like I realized that way down inside, I’ve always been lonely for something. But I don’t know what for. It’s like… everybody in the world wants something. Only they never really know exactly what it is. They just keep finding out what it’s not. Have you ever done something, thinking it was exactly what you wanted, and then felt completely empty afterwards. I have this fear that I’ll never find what is I’m looking for. I’ll keep looking though in hopes of filling that void. Maybe one day I won’t feel so empty anymore. Maybe one day I’ll feel complete.
Gabby's the name, and i'm 15 years old. Music is my life. For some reason a guitar, pen and paper can just make everything better for me. I have an infinite love for Death Cab and City & Colour, but if you talk to most of my friends they'll probably tell you I'm obsessed with Justin Bieber or Drake...which I am, I really can't deny that. I also have a special adoration for Oasis, Rooney, A Day To Remember, illScarlett and Taylor Swift. I am greatly afraid of escalators and cats make me nervous. I'm kind of socially awkward and I'm good at faking a smile. Nicholas Sparks is my favourite author. J'adore le langue du français, boys confuse me and the 80s inspires me. I think pickles and sour keys are fantastc, and I eat poptarts from the inside out.
I'm a believer, a doubter, a lover, a hater, a friend and an enemy. I have dreams and I have nightmares, I smile and I cry, I'm weird and I'm normal. And I am perfectly okay with that jumbled mess that I call me because truth is; I don't know who I am or who I want to be, but I don't think anyone really does right now. That's half the fun of being a teenager <3
